Is it a dream

So where is this dream coming from ? I won't mention the weather today or the date , won't mention the day or the time .. people ... there mere existance has changed the course of my life ... it's more to do with the fact that I am a little sad today .. I shouldn't go home for these short trips .. it really blow's me away from the reality that is... I am 10000 miles away from home... it's very worth it .. it's like a with or without you kind of thing ..... I am no longer in manipal from where it was like listen i am coming home for three days .... it's no longer that simple ...

I really want to be home .. and of many reasons there is that one reason in paticular......foolish maybe... smart maybe... kya hai yeh toh kudha hi janta hai ... I was speaking to a friend yesterday a guy whose much elder than me.... someone whose seen more of life .. a wise man shall i say ... he said ... it's not how many degree's you hang next to your name...... at the end of it Srijan it should make you happy... and if going back and going back for anything in paticular makes you happy then do it ... if you feel that it's not made you happy come back ... at 25 my friend you have your whole life ahead of you ... and if you want to take risks.. take them ... he said .. i'm not telling you to go jump of a plane without a parachute .. ofcourse you know why you think you want to go back and your not that stupid ....

But that's the thing ... sometimes i wonder ... am I ????????