Evenings
Every evening when I sit in my room there are so many thoughts that cross my head so much i want to say so badly I want to talk.... I don't know where to go I don't know what to do... It's all a little hazy .. there is a fog over my eye's.... I want it to clear....
Interesting events :
1) I always look at the orion every night it some how gives me the strength .. the orion ... as in the constellation .. it's the body of a warrior.. the story is the night's I see it I think that god is with me and the night's I don't are not going to be good ... it's been almost one and half years since i have looked at this .. it's a winter constelation but for the past year and a half i have been in a city where it's perpetually winter :)
2) I don't know why but I have been feeling diff ... so I try to keep myself busy everyday try to become busier just doesn't happen as soon as it hit's 9:30 in the night I feel like sleeping these days.... there are people calling to say let's go out and I like a chu chu want to go to sleep ! :)
3) Last night I made a decision .. i am going back to india for a bit once i finish .. may be 2 months may be 5 may be a year .. but i am heading back . it's time for me to come back and see where i can create my mark there or whether i can ... i'm confidant it will work well though i will come back and do a speciality some other time ... I will go for my interviews though .. :) those are important to me .. but basically i need to take a break from studying and from everything around me .. !
Interesting events :
1) I always look at the orion every night it some how gives me the strength .. the orion ... as in the constellation .. it's the body of a warrior.. the story is the night's I see it I think that god is with me and the night's I don't are not going to be good ... it's been almost one and half years since i have looked at this .. it's a winter constelation but for the past year and a half i have been in a city where it's perpetually winter :)
2) I don't know why but I have been feeling diff ... so I try to keep myself busy everyday try to become busier just doesn't happen as soon as it hit's 9:30 in the night I feel like sleeping these days.... there are people calling to say let's go out and I like a chu chu want to go to sleep ! :)
3) Last night I made a decision .. i am going back to india for a bit once i finish .. may be 2 months may be 5 may be a year .. but i am heading back . it's time for me to come back and see where i can create my mark there or whether i can ... i'm confidant it will work well though i will come back and do a speciality some other time ... I will go for my interviews though .. :) those are important to me .. but basically i need to take a break from studying and from everything around me .. !
posted by Srijan at 5:45 PM
2 Comments:
Orion is not just a warrior. He's a hunter - which includes, tracking, navigating self-sufficiently progressing to fulfill some destiny or another.
But most of all - he's a hunter who meets his destiny half-way. He doesn't simply and lazily roll along a stream allowing things to bend and change him - he alters his environment too. Makes things - more like him.
Orion is sagi's sign - keep your saggitarians close to you brother ;-)
Sounds like you're homesick... after a while of staying away, I think we all experience a time when we just want to be home, not struggle alone all the time, be with people we care about, and those who would love to see us back.. you just want someone to soothe things out for you, like your mom's caring words, and her lap to put your head on! Sometimes doing the big thing doesnt matter as much as being with the most important ppl in your life! Well, atleast some times..
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