Today
Come 18th October everything has changed.
Sabh kuch sikha hamne
Na Sikhi hoshiyari
Sach hai duniya walon
Sabh kuch sikha hamne
Na Sikhi hoshiyari
Sach hai duniya walon
Ke hum hai anadi....
I had a long long day , it was super irritating .. and yeah I am complaining again I worked up a full case and I was told to refer it to postdoc... why .. Cause it's not under the scope of predoc... dude.. I have been in the feild for longer than your postdoc students.. just say you don't want to let us handle it cause ur damn school doesn't have any patients and there is a darn dirth of facilities....
Anyway except school it was a beautiful day, I had a nice coffee sat on Newbury street and watched the people shop it was 60 F which was nice after a week of being in the 30's the weather changed the sun came out, I felt like I was alive again, sat there and thought to myself... how a smile is a also seen with diff. eyes in a diff way , every person I look at my eyes go to the teeth , so I am sitting there and whenever some one smile's I think well we could do this to settle the smile .. it's like the ideal paradigm ... looking for that perfection in a smile ... looking for the perfection in all small things in life... whether they be a mm. in dimention or my life in general it's all about getting to be that perfect person it's a striving to being a better human being whether it take's me years to achive it ... i really want to .. i really want to be a good human being.
If someone was to ask me would I want to die a rich man .. I wouldn't .. I'd rather die a good man.
Kya woh koyi jo .. dusre ko kushi nah de saka , jo dusre ki kushi mein has saka , jo apni kushi nah bant sake !
Sach hi toh hai .. I am not worldly wise but u know what I don't care... cause I am true to myself and I know that it's more imp to me than to be sitting and being calculative about things.....
life only comes once i don't belive in re incarnations.. so i think what i will do in this life will pay me bck in this very life ...Karma right ... eg... as a child i remeber just wacking some's stupid pencil like some one had left it in the school desk and i kept it .. and i lost like my favourite pen since then i started beliving in this concept.. and it works... think about moment's in ur life and u'll come up with reason's
kaphi blog ho gaya i guess i am done for a while something more productive like reading !
posted by Srijan at 3:43 PM
2 Comments:
Some of the thoughts in the post are a reflection of myself.. the fact that I am not calculative, and don't really want to be... however, sometimes I regret being 'simple' and not calculative, manipulative like other people.. coz it does have an impact on career, personal life as well sometimes!
Karma is nothing but physics to the extent that 'every action has an equal and opposite reaction' and I think that if most of us were aware of the fact that what goes around comes around, we'd all be much nicer people in general!
This is true , we'd be happier people but the point here is .. I too am very glad that I am not calculative or manipulative what's the point right in life if you have to calculate... things always happen at the end of the day for you even if your honest and sincere it's my belief may be a little late in life but they'll happen .. !
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