Just a few more weeks !

And the choice you make between hating,loving and forgiving can become the choice of your life.... 12 am 3 degree centigrade april the 9th where the hell is the summer and how long do i still have to wait to see the sun .. just a few more weeks to go ... it's almost over this race towards a goal.. now it's the hard part... now it's the moment of truth ... now is the time i will be out there ... it's no more the sheltered existance and the mental peace...he'll decide if it's ready.. it's my clinical judgment... it's my decesion .. it's my treatment plan's.. it's my responsibilty... Awesome i have no worries.. i know i am ready ... let me at it .. it's just about having the confidence in your judgement of what is too be whether it be clinically or be about your decesions in life so ....I take the call and i claim full responsibility ... when some one says oh you hurt me .. or if i say you hurt me .. shit it's me who hurt me not you cause i gave you the power to do it... which is my choice after all it's a free world right .. i have the right to make that choice... whether right or wrong it's my choice...

Something just came to my mind and i had to write it .. as simple as it may be it has allot of meaning to it ... it's as i learn it inspired by nothing more than life itself....