Story of Life
I just got back from clinics and I realised I wanted to write something, it's very rarely that I feel like reading or writing I guess today is just one of those time's.
Life revolves around the concept of the heart beating, and the brain fucntioning. But when you don't follow your emotions, when you start to find reason's in everything in life to point a finger towards then what's the point. I have been complaing about school to everyone I know, but then again it's up to me to realise that I am lucky to be here be it intelligence or luck it's still lucky to be exposed to the amrican way. So today onwards I decided no more being pessimistic about it .. i will smile and just be happy about the school i am @
There is the story of the parrot's which i wrote one day and now i don't know where it is , but life is just like the story of the parrot, you hope and u pray for things to happen and u wait for things to happen but there is a moment in time where your heart and your mind think alike. Mine don't my mind say's something and my heart something totally diffirent.
Eg : today i had a patient he wanted to get 6 crowns for his front teeth to make them look white ... now my requirment's require only 7 teeth so basically i could do the whole 6 crowns in this one guy he wanted it .. but he was 25 and my heart was like u know what that's just wrong at 25 you are going to cut all the teeth just to finish your requirments and cause the patient wants it ... if u can't do good for the patient atleast don't do something which is bad ... yeah it would make him look awesome once finished but it's something not right .. so i said to him i was like if u ask me from my heart i think at 25 i would never do that to myself the rest is ofcourse ur decision. As u like if u want to do that i will not be geting u assigned to me and u know what he's like forget it maybe u are right ... i shouldn't get carried away .. my mind told me do it .. damn it .. thats it ... your set .. but couldn't
So i realised today that the heart is much stronger than the mind .. but sometime's you just have to kill all heart felt desire's to hope and pray for a better tomm. Also i realised something my dad once told me . " honesty and sincerity are two qualities that don't go out of fashion you may be slow in achiving things in life whether it be relationship's, money , fame etc.. but something done honestly and sincerly always stands out at the end". Whenever I think of what he has said to me i think to myself it's right how can people not see something like that .. everyone is not blind .. people in the world realise when they are being loved , similarly every one realises the diff betweeen someone honest and some one Dis honest.... it's something about perceptions...
There are various types of people I guess in most thing's i am just an optimist ... there are time's when I might be silly interms of the level of my optomism .. but tell me if life was to be lead that tomm will not be pretty then what's the point of living .. I might not wake up tomm and if that day does come I want to be happy ....
Damn I wish I could listen to people ...I wish I had listened when I should have ... But I didn't so I kept following my heart not my mind ... and that's just me right ... there are no thought out games there are no thought out plans .. it's just living for the moment ... it's not like I don't think of the future the worst part about me is that I think even though living in the moment .. try to precure my future ... but how how can u do that..... ? you can't it doesn't make sense right .... that's just me .. thats why i say ... irrational ... the heart ! instinct not the mind ..... ( technically heart has nothing to do with it right ... it's just a pump for the blood :) )
Don't want to write anymore
Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?
Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?
And who can say why your heart cries when your love lies, only time?
Who can say when the roads meet, That love might be ,in your heart?
and who can say when the day sleeps, and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....
who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?
Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time
Life revolves around the concept of the heart beating, and the brain fucntioning. But when you don't follow your emotions, when you start to find reason's in everything in life to point a finger towards then what's the point. I have been complaing about school to everyone I know, but then again it's up to me to realise that I am lucky to be here be it intelligence or luck it's still lucky to be exposed to the amrican way. So today onwards I decided no more being pessimistic about it .. i will smile and just be happy about the school i am @
There is the story of the parrot's which i wrote one day and now i don't know where it is , but life is just like the story of the parrot, you hope and u pray for things to happen and u wait for things to happen but there is a moment in time where your heart and your mind think alike. Mine don't my mind say's something and my heart something totally diffirent.
Eg : today i had a patient he wanted to get 6 crowns for his front teeth to make them look white ... now my requirment's require only 7 teeth so basically i could do the whole 6 crowns in this one guy he wanted it .. but he was 25 and my heart was like u know what that's just wrong at 25 you are going to cut all the teeth just to finish your requirments and cause the patient wants it ... if u can't do good for the patient atleast don't do something which is bad ... yeah it would make him look awesome once finished but it's something not right .. so i said to him i was like if u ask me from my heart i think at 25 i would never do that to myself the rest is ofcourse ur decision. As u like if u want to do that i will not be geting u assigned to me and u know what he's like forget it maybe u are right ... i shouldn't get carried away .. my mind told me do it .. damn it .. thats it ... your set .. but couldn't
So i realised today that the heart is much stronger than the mind .. but sometime's you just have to kill all heart felt desire's to hope and pray for a better tomm. Also i realised something my dad once told me . " honesty and sincerity are two qualities that don't go out of fashion you may be slow in achiving things in life whether it be relationship's, money , fame etc.. but something done honestly and sincerly always stands out at the end". Whenever I think of what he has said to me i think to myself it's right how can people not see something like that .. everyone is not blind .. people in the world realise when they are being loved , similarly every one realises the diff betweeen someone honest and some one Dis honest.... it's something about perceptions...
There are various types of people I guess in most thing's i am just an optimist ... there are time's when I might be silly interms of the level of my optomism .. but tell me if life was to be lead that tomm will not be pretty then what's the point of living .. I might not wake up tomm and if that day does come I want to be happy ....
Damn I wish I could listen to people ...I wish I had listened when I should have ... But I didn't so I kept following my heart not my mind ... and that's just me right ... there are no thought out games there are no thought out plans .. it's just living for the moment ... it's not like I don't think of the future the worst part about me is that I think even though living in the moment .. try to precure my future ... but how how can u do that..... ? you can't it doesn't make sense right .... that's just me .. thats why i say ... irrational ... the heart ! instinct not the mind ..... ( technically heart has nothing to do with it right ... it's just a pump for the blood :) )
Don't want to write anymore
Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?
Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?
And who can say why your heart cries when your love lies, only time?
Who can say when the roads meet, That love might be ,in your heart?
and who can say when the day sleeps, and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....
who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?
Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time
posted by Srijan at 1:30 PM
1 Comments:
a stream of ups and downs within a multi-dimensional platform - allowing you to move forward but hit round-abouts and up-hill traction as well as sliding downhill without brakes.
Make it fundamental - like breathing... just don't wait to exhale, because soon after you'll get a chance to take it all in again.
...this too shall pass.
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