Monday Afternoon

It's 4 pm and I just finished yet another lecture, I have allot of studying to do exams on thursday, don't even feel like opening the book... It's Oral Surgery .. Do I need to study ! yes .. Do I think I need to study, Hell no... That's my baby subject.....

So I thought I should do something else.... It was a really boring Diwali missed home so so much that I ended up making a fool of myself.... Called my cuz 100 times I know he thinks I am mad ... Called Sahil like another hundered times... everyone was out doing there own thing ... I was just sitting and thinking how nice it would be to be in Delhi for various reason's...

People I wanted to be with ... Friends I wanted to hang with... Some very special to me some not so special but they are still the people I have grown up with...

It's like I am neither completely here nor there .. I don't know where I belong maybe in the sky , in it's vast expanses, Under the shadow's of the clouds that are holding the rays of the sun from getting to me ... The thought's are weird .. thoughts of going back arise everyday reach a peak and then I have to tell myself I am here for a purpose... what that purpose is I know whether it's worth the sacrifice I have to make for it, I don't know....

Zara Nazar utha ke dekho
Bethe hain hum Yehin
Bekhabar hum sai kyoon ho
Itne bure bhi ham nahin...

Mehephilian Ayin or Gayin
Log aye or gaya
Tum jo aaj aye ho
Dil mein ho bas gaye

Muskura Ke baat Talon na
Phir miloge Jo kahin
Dekhna yahi kaho ge
Itne bure thae hum nahin