12:15 AM
Don't remember the last time I was awake this late ! It's been a while I had forgotten what it was like to be awake this late ! ( this late hahah ) It's such a change of life style I sleep on time i wake up super early like an old man .....
Diwali .... a festival of joy .. light ...which is suppose to remove the darkness.... of every form ... thinking about diwali I think of school days I remeber those bijli bombs I would burst in my hand .. what happened to me .. I would take it light it and then throw it without worrying ... I guess from being the chilled person I became the most paranoid person ... I would never do that now cause my hands are everything right what's a dentist without hands going to do right :) that's the thing which is weird I just want to make it go back to the summer of 99 ' school had just gotten over and I was waiting to get into college ... didn't happen so I spent diwali at home and I remember there was a party in my house and as usual everyone was drunk and I was standing there watching them make a clown out of themselves.....
The next diwali was spent with patu and joy and I can still picture them in my room getting drunk ... went to drop them home after my dad walked in and told them to basically leave at like 2 .. patu falling done the stairs of my house without slipper's , joy walking behind him with his finger on his lips saying Shhhhhhh .... ( bawa ofcourse was with the surdy clan ) ... so we go to drop joy and patu to joys house cause patu is in no state of going home .. and srishti and i laughing ... and trying to control the two clowns .... Joy suddenly started crying about doma ... ( the dogis ) ... it was just a very very stupid.....
The next few diwali's were calm just with family playing cards and all that jazz... nothing big .. and this is my second year being away from home ... last year i went to a temple for diwali .. cause there was no pooja at home .. no pooja at the clinic ... it was me here alone .. so I went and prayed for things in life to get better and better.. !!!
This year I think i'll just pray in my mind for one thing ....
Diwali .... a festival of joy .. light ...which is suppose to remove the darkness.... of every form ... thinking about diwali I think of school days I remeber those bijli bombs I would burst in my hand .. what happened to me .. I would take it light it and then throw it without worrying ... I guess from being the chilled person I became the most paranoid person ... I would never do that now cause my hands are everything right what's a dentist without hands going to do right :) that's the thing which is weird I just want to make it go back to the summer of 99 ' school had just gotten over and I was waiting to get into college ... didn't happen so I spent diwali at home and I remember there was a party in my house and as usual everyone was drunk and I was standing there watching them make a clown out of themselves.....
The next diwali was spent with patu and joy and I can still picture them in my room getting drunk ... went to drop them home after my dad walked in and told them to basically leave at like 2 .. patu falling done the stairs of my house without slipper's , joy walking behind him with his finger on his lips saying Shhhhhhh .... ( bawa ofcourse was with the surdy clan ) ... so we go to drop joy and patu to joys house cause patu is in no state of going home .. and srishti and i laughing ... and trying to control the two clowns .... Joy suddenly started crying about doma ... ( the dogis ) ... it was just a very very stupid.....
The next few diwali's were calm just with family playing cards and all that jazz... nothing big .. and this is my second year being away from home ... last year i went to a temple for diwali .. cause there was no pooja at home .. no pooja at the clinic ... it was me here alone .. so I went and prayed for things in life to get better and better.. !!!
This year I think i'll just pray in my mind for one thing ....
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