Homeward Bound

Today it's been a week exactly since I came back. There was a time when I thought that I really wanted to be here, really wanted to practice here for a bit. Today I really don't know I am lost in space in time !!!

Everytime I watch something remotely related to India I want to go back, that moment. I think it's more to do with the people there, maybe it's to do with my own mentality which is weird. When I am there I want to be here and when I am here then nothing looks prettier than home.

I can't explain how difficult it is to be away from home, I have honestly had enough I am sick of the fact of leaving home i am simply fed up , time after time after time I go through this emotional turmoil. Maybe it's better not to go back, or just go back once and for all. You go back and the whole thing just happens again. I am sure anyone who has studied away from home would be able to understand what I mean.

In anycase I guess I just needed to say it to someone and it's America so what better than a computer to say it to.!!!!!!